Dear Readers (of which there are probably none),
It's a sunny spring day out here in the Curmudgeon City. Not gloomy enough for me. Yes I know. I can never agree. I just have to be different. I can't just go along with what everyone else does. That's just never been me. I know what people think of me. I am just drenched in rebellious. Non conformist is written all over my Satan face. I'm such a free thinker. Never follows the flock. She is trying so hard to be full of deep thought and darkness. And a new one, a wannabe nihilist lol. That is actually funny to me. But am I really trying hard? Or am I actually just completely those things? Maybe I wear it so well that it bothers people. So they make up their own ideas about who I am. I'm really nothing special. But I have confidence and like myself. And love being myself. That scares people. Just know that doing your own thing and doing it well will make people mad. Having energy scares people too. Because it's so rare today. But really, who's better than you? I use to ask myself that. I got that question from an old cd about suicide prevention when I was 11. Believe it or not, I was a very depressed angry individual growing up. Has a lot to do with my up bringing. But now it's mellowed out. But seriously, Who is better than you? Nobody. That's who. Hail Satan.
Sincerely,
Spider 🎃🎃🎃🎈🎈🎈
