Haiiiiil Satan!!! Dark and unholy lord!!! Haiiiiiil Smm Smm!!!!
Hullo!
It is my second morning off for a change. All I have been doing is working both my jobs non stop for the past month. I have also been working on some new acts. The ball is rolling on Satan's Side of The Road Show. Hoooray!!!!! So I'm looking forward to that. Ya know, most of the people that know me know that I've been working on my goals to be a fulltime circus performer. I've been training myself for over a year to get circus bendy. And I'd eventually like to do some type of acrobatics. One day huh? I have also been working on some new balloons for my show. And a new sword swallowing act. Ooooohhhh!
I know it sounds like I'm overworking myself. Especially cuz I'm doing it all on my own. I have a couple people who are helping me with putting on the actual shows, but I mean my acts. I feel like in the end it'll pay off. I'm sure to a lot of sideshow vets, I'm that girl who sucks or tries too hard 😄. If ya don't try then ya can't do what you want to. I have stopped trying to be a part of the common sideshow community, because even in clown circus world, there is drama. I seem to always be the one that everyone ends up steering away from because of my views and opinions. I say what I feel. I just was talking to someone yesterday about how I don't pick a side between being liberal and conservative. I think for myself. Whatever I feel is right to me is what I feel is right. Whatever I feel is wrong, is what I feel is wrong. I have that right. When I socialize, I do so with a variety of people. These all are different from me and they all have many different views. I like that I get to see how others feel about certain topics. It seems like people are dividing because they choose to separate themselves from the people who don't share their views. And no matter how much you express that something you don't agree with is wrong, you're not gonna fucking change people's minds. Cramming things in people's faces get you no where. They are gonna think however the fuck they want. It kills me when I see people who call themselves "open minded" and open to new things. But they are not open to the minds and the things of someone who disagrees with them. I guess it's human nature. I have done it and felt that way before. And catch myself some times doing that if the person is just completely being stupid and ignorant. But most of the time, I keep my mind broadened to everything and everyone. With all the political bullshit going on, it's becoming chaos.
I have people on my Facebook page who are Trump supporters and ones who are Hillary supporters. And there's even still Bernie supporters. Okay cool. That's y'all thing. That's what you believe and support. Ok. That's their right shit. I'm not gonna delete someone because they have a different view. I think that's petty as shit. We're suppose to all be different and open minded aren't we? Isn't that what humans so called want? Diversity and to all be united? That requires everyone not being the same. I don't really get the world. All I know is, I have things to do. I'm gonna keep pursuing my circus career and keep my focus where it needs to be. It's cool if you like it, it's cool if you don't. Just make sure you're thinking for YOURSELF. That's all! See ya next week!!!
Hail Satan!!! Hail Smm Smm!!!!
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